Hopeless and helpless..=s

First of all, i wanna say im sorry for wad i have done..=/
im very very verrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy sorry okay..

i dun really know wad i have done actually, but the blame is just on me..
i wish you could tell me wad did i do..
but you wouldnt tell me..
i even tried to reach you..
but you didnt want me to..=s

Just wanted to know wad really happen and try to set things right..
but you dun even give me a chance to..

like you said..im obsess with you..
yes..thats true..
if you know that, why on earth do i want to hurt you??
tell me..=/

you said i dunno how do you feel..
i might not..
but do you know wad does it feels to be blame for something which i do not even know??



IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY..=/

plz let me set things right..
after knowin wad really happen..

FUN yet BORING..

Just gonna summarize the things i did lately..=D



firstly, attended someone's birthday..
heres d pic..



than, went to paul's house on friday nite after tuition..
i went tuition!! kuai?? xD
actually intended to go his house at d last minute..

on the way tere, was textin steph to come along..
BUT he was too lazy..=/
i guess he was just too busy wif sombody..xD

at paul's house, as soon as i reach,
drop all my stuff and headed for his com..DOTA!! DOTA!! DOTA!!! =D
but, his useless com keep poppin some programme stuff every few secs..
so fking annoyin..-.-
not only that, his com keep got error or disconnect..

PAUL I FKING HATE UR COM!! =P



finally, i got a chance to play one proper match..=D
didnt take my dinner actually tat nite..dun was why..cuz i dunno why myself..
than stared at my phone..wanted to call someone but no credit..
luckily shannon was kind enough to send me credit..thx bro..

called someone..XD for
bout 3 hours i guess..i just love talkin to you..=D
you just so happen to have the sweetest and cutest voice ever..=)
( wad we talk is for us to noe and for u ppl to wonder..=P )

suppose to go infinity than to queens..
but PAUL the lazy guy didnt want to..=/
so the plan was just to go infinity..

at infinity, can say lost all matches..=.=
so its such a waste of time and money..

thats bout it..=]

HURRRTTT!!

Yesterday was one of my worst days of my life.. =/
was hurt inside out..
Hurt OUTSIDE as in i got a freaking new hideous haircut from my discipline teacher...GRRR!!
my front hair is like so straight nw..=.=

Hurt INSIDE?? tat i dun wanna tell..=/
some things are best kept to one self..

TOOOOOOOOOODAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY...
woke up,had a reaalllyy bad headache so dint go to sch..stayed at home and slp..
alrd took down 3 panadols!! i guess i have a lil fever also..=/

anyway really addicted to these few songs lately..
here they are..




and heres a video with a cute lil girl..=D

today...

skipped sch..haha cuz everyone somehow decide NOT to go sch..
stayed at home for d whole day..wake up eat watch tv dota study and now im here bloggin..
no tuition today..yay!! =D
but..
still very bored at home..someone text me!! im freaking bored..=/

steph heres sumtink for u..=]

steph still (\/) zoey~!! xD
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haha..dun blame me..im really bored and its TRUE!! LOLZ

one more thing before i leave..wad do u tink of dis pic?? =]

Still on holiday mood..

life is still like a routine.. wake up study dota eat slp..xD
its very boring tho..
no where and no one to go out wif..(actually a lil lazy also..)

school is gona re-open next week..darn..all my results..==
ohh crap..RESULTS!! =.=

doin add mathz..real torture..cuz i take HOURS just to solve 1 simple ques..
im falling back..everyone is like so far ahead..zzz

anyway i dunno why am i writing for my blog also..cuz i kno no1 ever reads it..im also really lazy to blog..dota is like everytink bsides studyin eating and slpin..=D

real bored..fell like just slpin day and nite..haha
my life is borin..nth special even happens..sad huh?? =/
i tink its rainin soon..got to get back to my add mathz nw..i kno i wont b able to finish it BUT i will try to do as much as i can..ed mayb coming over tmr..

im really lazy to write d..==
it ends here..byez..=]

HOLS!! =D

went paul's house for 3d 2n..i lazy write all dwn la..went infi both dayz..wanna noe more click here..

http://stephknightz.blogspot.com/

haha.. =D

shut up devil..==

the devil was laughin at me when i was doin my exam..==
nw im regrettin for nt studyin..haiz..
the faster dis dumb exam the better it is.. =D